I NEEDN'T WAIT...









Ifpeace is what I yearn for,
Peace should be my call!

Peace always involves another person...
And, I really wish,
He too yearns for it... the way I do!
I wish,
He understands me -
My hurt,
My anger,
My fear... 
And my pain.
Yes, I wish,
He will not repeat his acts - 
Deliberate or otherwise...
I just want him to drop the weapons...
Understand me,
Apologize to me,
Promise me...
Love me!

But then...
It is my wish!

Why do I yearn for peace?
For whose sake - his or mine?
What if he doesn't come around?
Doesn't understand me?
Doesn't apologize?
Doesn't promise?

When we drop our guns,
The world thinks the war has ended...
And peace has come.
But, we alone know what peace is...
And when does it come!

If peace is my heart's thirst,
Peace should be my call...
And, therefore, it goes:
Peace can come in my heart...
Even in the midst of war!

I needn't wait till he is ready...
For my heart to be peaceful!



GERALD D'CUNHA

Pic.: Vivek D'Cunha


Comments

Anonymous said…
felt good, peaceful. thank you.
February 26, 2012 at 6:40 PM
Gerald D'Cunha said…
Thanks pal... Happy u found it so.

Love,

Gerry
February 26, 2012 at 9:50 PM
vibha said…
awesome!!!

- vibha
February 26, 2012 at 9:56 PM
Gerald D'Cunha said…
Thanks Vibha.

Glad u liked it.

Do read regularly.

Love,

GERRY
February 27, 2012 at 8:33 AM
Vishal Gupta said…
TOO GOOD!!!

- Vishal
February 27, 2012 at 1:05 PM
Gerald D'Cunha said…
Thanks Vishal.

Do read often.

Love,

GERRY
February 27, 2012 at 1:09 PM
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