PERFECTION OF IMPERFECTION
“I am an imperfect human being… and, I live in an imperfect world.”
Very
often, I forget this reality… and, go about behaving as if I am a
perfect human being… trying to live in a perfect world!
Some days back, a young man was
with me. He had been hugely influenced by a particular spiritual teacher and
his organization. The man had specially come to talk about the fine virtues of
his great Guru… and how what is
taught in that organization was ‘the Truth’!
Such evangelistic fervor is
nothing new to me. When a person gets any new wisdom, he assumes his wisdom is
the ‘only wisdom’ in the world. The next thing he does is: try to force it upon
others… and, do it aggressively.
It is outright selling. And, the disciple
does it for his Guru… for his
organization.
Over all these years, I have come
across hundreds of this ‘enlightened new-recruits’… They come to you and try
to make you feel you are a ‘sinner’ (we are, anyway!)… That, the only way to
save yourself is by following his Guru’s
teachings and techniques and by joining
his organization.
It is so repulsive, to say the
least.
Still, I do not indulge in any
arguments with these over-enthusiastic and over-selling ‘apostles’. In stead, I try to be as courteously
assertive as possible. “That is good for you, my dear friend,” I tell them, “I am happy for
you.”
But, he is not interested in my
compliment. He is interested in recruiting me! So, he persists: “You must read
this book… You must listen to this CD… You must attend this ‘basic course’…
then this ‘advance course’… You must watch this TV channel… You must… you
must…!”
And, then, I do the inevitable: I
politely, smilingly get up from my seat… open the door… and, show him the way.
“Please!”
This
world will, always, remain an imperfect place for us to live…
And, I shall, always, remain an
imperfect human being…
I need to find some spirituality
in this very imperfection…
In my very home, I must find the
Heaven I am looking for…
In my very breath, the God I
am yearning to meet.
My each imperfect breath reminds
me: “That is Enough... Enough!”
GERALD D’CUNHA
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